Jealousy

AH yes. The evergreen monster. We could really live without this Hulk within us.
Let me tell you what it is like. It begins with:

1. “Oh. That. I didn’t notice tha-OH! MY GOD”

could progress to a:

2. “Oh well. His/her life. Why should I care?”

You mellow down. You keep staring within yourself. The calm self within you that cares not for the world. The world where you’re an insecure little child looking for mommy’s love.

Cut to:

3. “Really. He/she should stop shoving him/herself in my face”

So you avoid. and you hide. You crawl under your bed. Away from the place you have come to, unwillingly.

Succeed the background music with some more background music and a:

4. “WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!? TAKE YOUR PERFECTION SOMEWHERE ELSE. GAH.”

You’re in big trouble now, sahebji.  You got yourself here despite yourself. Allowing yourself to slip into the green slime of it all and wondering who pushed you in. Probably that evil perfect person had been plotting it all along so that you could meet your inevitable end. Your end in your own head.

Tsk. Why did you even bother, again?

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